Moment after CNS assessment

Just spending my half an hour reading my friend blogs and somehow I had received unexpected email in my mail box. Yup, all this thing can only be done after my crapping cns assessment. I was spending my whole night with my lovely CNS notes but it seems not like me so much. It refused to get into my mind but try to confuse me some more. Haiz.. You had spoiled me just now; I was so stressed up by you!!! I can’t remember all the drug names and can’t even remember what was the drugs use was for? I study like hell for this few days but ended up with nothing! CNS, don’t break my heart please like Prof Hamid urge us not to break his heart. Haha...



I never be stressed up for a long time, I use to take everything easy but I failed during this time. It was too much for me and I can’t cope at all due to I always skipped the Rusliza lectures, who know she is my PA some more. She called up me to take the results last week but I was in damn hard feelings. I was in anxiety and fear to prove my limbic system is working somehow, is not because of  scare to take the transcript from her instead of too afraid to meet her. For sure, she will say something to me.

Guess, what will she ask me?

She try to ask my suggestions how to make us concentrate our mind in her lectures instead of going to café (like me), chit chatting and sleeping in the lecture hall. I was speechless at that moment may be I find myself guilty but Steven talks lots. Actually I’m not really guilty with that because her lecture was damn bored… Shhhh….

Whatever it is, the assessment was over and nothing can be undone.

Still only five more minutes for me to go for my PBL and there is no more lectures for me after that. Allright, enjoy my day!

'Field Trip???' part two- MPSJ

I purposely put the field trip in question marks because I'm not really know what the aim for our trip was. It more to the self entertained than followed the trip. This time we went to visit MPSJ to see how they use to process the solid wastes to become the organic fertilizers. Again, we were conducted again by the stupid Azuhairi. I really have such a strong feeling to shave all her breed and moustaches!!!! Whatever it is, the more important for us was to plan where we gonna go after the visit. After all the boring talks and visited the 'sting' smell place where they converts all the rubbishes into fertilizers. Gosh! The smell was really like SHIT! I don't know how they works in such a condition, pity them..

Actually we were took 2 breakfasts and 1 lunch before leave the MPSJ due to our 'great' Azhairi who dropped us first at McDonalds, but the staffs there had prepared morning tea for us. Haiz... My 10 buds were 'gone' like that. After lunch, for sure it was the fun time for us. Yup, this time we went to Sunway Pyramid to watch 2012 movie there.

2012, such a great movie. I personally like it story line because it revealed how true for a man will react in a critical time. From that movie, it showed the wealthy man with 1000billions dollars for sure they will get the chance to get into the ship when the disaster came but the poor man will only leave outside. They can only wait for the miracle. There is also a rich man who only paid for him to get into the ship and let go his mother and wife but the poor will try their best to save their family life. Why people will only showed their true face during critical periods? Will they be happy if he is the only one survived but all their family passed away? Haiz... For me, I won't left any of my family members behind because they are the most important in my life, MY LIFE WAS REALLY SUCKS WITHOUT THEM and I was feeling great to being poor after watching this movie. Haha! Such a worth movie for me to watch..

We only reached our college at 10.30p.m. due to the stupid train was delayed but it come one in each five minutes then. WTF! All right, It's time for me to uploads all the photos I took during that 'field trip??? Enjoy!!!

Way to MPSJ

MPSJ 

 In the seminar room view

 

 

 

The phase that we hope the most. Yeah!!!

Zhi Lian guy

On the way to see the rubbish processes... Haha!

Yup, here is the place! Enjoy the 'smell'!

AFTER THAT, WE ARE.....

on the way to Sunway Pyramid. Peace!

 

 

 

 

That's all for my part 2 field trip. I don't think we will have the chance for part three due to the next day is cns assessment. Study, study, study lah.... Blog freeze....

爱你胜过自己

不会再后退 也不能再挽回
我们之前的一切 让我对心残废
要多少智慧 才能都无所谓
倒不如给幸福多一次机会

我们相爱过 你选择了沉默
我们想把感伤轻轻带过
哭过能够重新来过 我们有没有把握

只是放开这样的你 并不容易
为何这一切已注定 不争气
这对你着迷的心 留下难看的字迹
相信我会痊愈

原来这场战役我输得最彻底
胜利的你却不屑地走下去
留下无法磨灭的回忆
爱你胜过自己

不会再后退 也不能再挽回
我们之前的一切 让我对心残废
要多少智慧 才能都无所谓
倒不如给幸福多一次机会
爱你胜过自己 / Yêu Em Hơn Bản Thân Anh lyrics on
http://music.yeucahat.com/song/Chinese-French/54855-Yeu-Em-Hon-Ban-Than-Anh~Truong-Dong-Luong.html

我们相爱过 你选择了沉默
我们想把感伤轻轻带过
哭过能够重新来过 我们有没有把握

只是放开这样的你 并不容易
为何这一切已注定 不争气
这对你着迷的心 留下难看的字迹
相信我会痊愈

原来这场战役我输得最彻底
胜利的你却不屑地走下去
留下无法磨灭的回忆
爱你胜过自己

只是放开这样的你 并不容易
为何这一切已注定 不争气
这对你着迷的心 留下难看的字迹
相信我会痊愈

原来这场战役我输得最彻底
胜利的你却不屑地走下去
留下无法磨灭的回忆
爱你胜过自己

 It was 'n' times i listening to this song. I also don't know why I was addicted to this song after you had sent me. I keep listening this song no matter what I'm doing now and keep questioning myself will this kinda feelings still exist with me right now? I'm not sure, not sure, not sure... What it really means of?  It was long time ago and I promise myself no more turning back for me and you but I do hope one day you might back, I do wish we can met up once again. But why I choose to not answer your calls; choose to treat you bad instead of promise you that we will go along? Why?


All right, stop questioning!!! Actually I know what is with my mind now and my mindset was stated so clear but don't know why myself so emo this few days. May be this few days i was so damn free, starts to think nonsense. Haiz...

' field trip???' part 1

Mixed feelings… I was supposed feel great after finished this damn health science ass, maybe I’m really put my effort on that. Worse still, I went to 3 shopping malls yesterday some more just after finished my field trip visit to a homeopathy clinic. Haiz… Anyway, at least I knew how to answer it, don’t want to bother much. ZZzzzz……

Homeopathy? What is homeopathy really means of? Neither kind of traditional medicine nor modern medicine. Since I was always chit chat with jia yu and just wait for foods to come during that, that’s why I’m not really know about that. Haha… BUT I remembered one example he gave, he said when you cutting an onion, you may feel want to sneeze, you can just treat it by putting some onions slides into the water and drink it, for sure you can get well from that. It’s also one way to treat the flu. Some more he said homeopathy can treat cancer and HIV as well. Frankly speaking, I’m not in believed with that since modern medicine also cannot really find an effective way to treat HIV patient. Does homeopathy can treat by such a simple way? One more he said, homeopathy is self healing, And YOU ARE HEALING YOURSELF. All right, no more comments for that.

For sure I’m not interested with that kind of homeopathy in treating disease. Hence, we went to Sunway Pyramid, Sungai Wang and Pavilion just after the visit. We went for three places by public transport and there was in bad weather at that time. We were wet and really feeling so damn uncomfortable. The worst was we went there for no purpose. Haha… YUP, we just went for window shopping and had a lunch at Pavilion’s food court.

It was four when we took the train back to our college. Luckily everything went smooth and we reached our college at five. Just to save ninety cents bus fees, we decided to drop off in front of Hospital Serdang instead in front our college. Along the way we walked back, we keep asked ourselves to be pretended because we don’t want anyone know that we were saving our ninety cents now. HAHA… Wow! Woke up at six leave at seven and just went back at five. Almost twelve hours I was outside. Damn tired, damn exhausted…. What to do? I still haven’t start to read my LUNG CANCER, poor life… BUT I didn’t stay up last night, I just wish the miracle to happen and yet It was happened this morning. Haha….

MY BORING STARTS

The Homeopathy Clinic near/ at Chow Kit Street.

 

Direction board to the seminar room. PLACE TO SLEEP!

 

Still waiting outside.... =.=

During the seminar

Some homeopathy books but I can't understand much. Too much philosophy...

Homeopathy medicines

Homeopathy kit

YUP! He is the one who gave us lecture. Shall i believe what he said just now? Erm....

TIME TO ENJOY

 

In front of Pavilion

SOMETHING WAS WRONG WITH HER!!!! WHY she use to treat people like SHIT!!! WHY she never realize that her every actions ONLY revealed her childishness. STUPID PEOPLE!!! DAMN CRAZY!!! Frankly speaking, I won’t mind if you don’t want to share anything with me BUT can you please STOP treat me well like &*%*& # in front of others. YUP, I was so frustrated with you recently and REALLY found myself don’t like to talk to you anymore. Sometimes I think I should not know you so much; I should be like others, just know you will take the lecture notes for them or help them to do anything without getting any benefits from you. AND everything will not be so complicated right now. I try to deal well with you, BUT I FAILED. I FAILED because I don’t know what FORGIVENESS means is; I don’t know how to tolerate with your FAKENESS!
You will only treat the person who is BENEFICIAL to you but NOT BENEFICIAL to them. It’s ok if you wish to do so. But one thing I can tell you, it’s not necessary for me to get any benefits from you; somehow I got everything more than you. I need not to get emotional torture by you instead I believe that you will come to me when you in need one day since you are that kind of person.
By the way, I should be grateful at least I know how cruel you are in treating people although to the person who just passed away.

9 DAYS COUNTING DOWN

Yeah!! Finished my endo ass but there are still 10++ lecture notes awaiting me. But my mood today is much better, AT LEAST I can online without finding myself guilty. Haha...I should enjoy my free time... No books, no lecture notes... JUST  FUN!!!!

It was really unacceptable... May I just ignore it... I was so sad when I think of the moments when we were in the tuition centre. You like to tease me and said I look alike the drunker during tuition and you always blocked my eye sight by sitting in front of me. At the time, I really hate you so much. You said I look like a pig some more due to my aggressive eating habits. Hence, we never pass the attendence sheet you by hand. We always used to blow it into the front row and asked you to take yourself. BUT I have no more chance to do it anymore to you, I really hope that you can tease me once more. No, such miracle wont happen anymore. Anyway, REST IN PEACE, JAMES KHOR. You always be remembered.... God bless you....

NEWS FROM CHINE PRESS

水閘洩洪拉曼大學生3溺死
遊金寶瀑布遇水閘洩洪
拉曼大學生3死

報導：范文峰、李莉莉、張翠瑩、潘慧娟、梁展維、謝球、丘惠萍
攝影：黃敬疄

其中一名死者的屍體，被拯救隊伍尋獲。

（怡保、金寶1日訊）4名拉曼大學生到瀑布區戲水，適逢瀑布水閘門打開洩洪，洪水急沖而下，把他們沖走，造成2男1女罹難！洪水衝下逃不及
該3男1女金寶拉曼大學的學生都是外州人，在細雨紛飛的午后往瀑布戲水，相信是不清楚瀑布頂端設有水閘，以致水閘門一打開，洪水急沖而下，把他們沖走。
此意外于今午約5時30分，在金寶舊街場玫瑰園一帶的峇都巴冷蓋瀑布（Batu Berangkai Waterfall）發生。
首名被尋獲的死者是許元凱（20歲，來自檳城），其屍體于今晚10時20分，在瀑布的下游處被發現。
晚上11時19分，女死者游斯雲（21歲）的遺體，在距離事發地點約1公里外被尋獲。
據死者同學指出，許元凱和游斯雲是剛發展不久的情侶 。
至半夜12時05分，最後一名死者尤錦星（Yew Ghim Chnieh，男，20歲，來自檳城）的屍體，在許元凱屍體發現處500公尺外，也被尋獲了。
1學生逃出生天
及時逃出生天的學生為林欽葉（譯音，Lim Chin Yeap，19歲，來自雪州加影）。
據知，警方已聯絡上死者家人趕來金寶。
據瞭解，這4名同窗兼好友，今午結伴到上述瀑布戲水，接近5時左右，由于天色已晚，一行人已有歸意，準備回去學生宿舍。
眾人準備上岸時，瀑布頂端處突有洪水猛沖而下，其中3人當場被湍急的流水沖往下游。
靠近岸邊的林姓學生及時被一名巫裔男子拉了一把，得以逃生，卻眼睜睜看著3名好友被洪水沖走。
林姓學生事發后，由熱心的路人陪往警局報案，警方及搜救單位據報，緊急展開尋人行動。
馬華金寶區國會議員拿督李志亮接獲通知后，即時安排其特別助理梁德致趕往現場瞭解情況、慰問逃生者，以及聯絡院方，以安排通知有關學生的家長。
另一方面，消拯局于今午5時45分接獲投報后，趕到現場展開拯救工作，惟現場下起傾盆大雨，使到救援工作一度受阻。

聞訊而至的大批拉曼大學生及講師，等待最新消息。	拉曼大學講師（右）趕到醫院，向學生了解最新情況。

坐瀑布旁大石上
男女手拉手被沖散
“看似情侶的一對男女，被大水沖走時還緊牽著手，最後卻不敵洪水，被沖散及不見了。”
親眼目睹2男1女被洪水沖走的巫裔商人賽沙魯丁（41歲）受訪時，感嘆地說，他下午帶3名孩子到峇都巴冷蓋瀑布遊玩，當時還未下雨。
他說，約15分鐘后，便下起大雨，他便帶孩子到較低處的涼亭避雨，此亭剛好對著事發地點。
他指出，一對看似情侶的男女，事發前是坐在瀑布旁一塊大石上，另一名也被沖走的男生則在瀑布另一邊，三人都是處在瀑布的低處。
他形容，該對男女遭洪水沖擊時，女生看起來很害怕及緊張的捉住男生的手，可是看起來像海浪般洶湧的洪水，瞬間即把兩人沖散。
“事發時，我看到他們有高喊，但我不會華語，不知他們喊什么。”

看到許元凱冷冰冰的遺體，朋友不禁悲從中來，並向友人傳達噩耗。	游斯雲的遺體被送往太平間時，在場的學生不約而同為她誦經。

聽水聲變大目擊者帶兒逃
賽沙魯丁說，山洪沖下時，他听到水聲漸大，知到不對勁，馬上帶孩子避難！
他說，事發時，瀑布上游傳來的水聲很小，過后水聲轉大，他發現不對勁，立即帶孩子走到較安全的地方。
他指出，他離開瀑布后，又听人說有5人被水沖走，他猜其中3人是在他眼前消失的男女。
下雨後水深達8呎
奪命瀑布水區平時只有二三尺深，下雨后，可達七八尺！
據了解，有關瀑布經常發生山洪爆發事件，去年更有1人被洪水沖走，此外，平日若無下雨，該瀑布的水區只有有2至3尺深，雨水較多的時候，水深可達七八尺。
事發后，警方、消拯隊、救護車都有赶至現場進行搜尋工作，而不少民眾也撐傘到現場了解情況。
師生震驚難過
3名拉曼大學生遇溺的消息震撼金寶，尤其是拉曼大學校區及學生群，更像投入了一顆炸彈。
拉曼大學的師生听聞消息后，都大感震驚和難過，並奔相向同學和親人走告消息。學生們也紛紛致電通知他鄉的親人並報平安。
學生們也紛紛打聽失蹤者身分，關心失蹤者是不是自己的朋友。
本報總社辦事處也接到一些家長的電話，詢問此案的最新情況。該區一些居民知道此事后，也致電本報通知或詢問案件進展。

學生獲知朋友遇難后，情不自禁地嚎啕大哭。	許元凱的朋友在太平間，雙手合十為他誦經。

水閘水漲自動打開洩洪
位處金寶舊街場峇都巴冷蓋的金寶瀑布，頂端處設有水閘門，每當雨天，水位高漲時，水閘便會自動打開放洪。
據瞭解該瀑布地形的馬青金寶區團團長梁德致受訪時指出，該瀑布最頂端，距離地面約有20層樓的高處（約200尺），因此，可以想像洪水從頂端，斜沖猛瀉而下時的沖力。
他說，瞭解該處情況的金寶居民，每當在雨天來臨，都避免到該處戲水，以免發生不測。
他續說，為了安全起見，地方政府也已在瀑處處置放特別告示牌，告知到訪者該處頂端有水閘，且避免在雨天戲水。
另一方面，該瀑布處除了吸引人們到來戲水外，也吸引登山者前往登山。
3宗意外皆奪3命
死神襲金寶，慘案皆和3有關，十分邪門！
民風淳樸的金寶區，彷彿忽然間被死神“盯上”，在一星期內發生3宗嚴重意外。
最叫人毛骨悚然的是，這些意外皆與“3”有關，即3輛交通工具連環相撞，導致3死3傷、吊橋坍塌事件造成3名學生溺斃，如今又發生3名大學生遇溺事件，一連串的事件，都和3有關，十分詭異。
在首宗意外里，294名來自近打南區64所各源流學校的學生，參加從本月26日至29日，為期4天的“一個馬來西亞生活營”，不料在首天晚上，22名學生走過橫跨金寶河的吊橋時，因吊橋突坍塌墜河，其中19人獲救，3人溺斃。
另外，本月30日晚上約8時50分，金寶通前往安順路萬邦刁灣和平花園附近發生一宗車禍，2輛汽車與1輛客貨車連環相撞，導致3死3傷。
馬漢順：純屬天災
霹靂州行政議員拿督馬漢順說，3名拉曼大學生在瀑布戲水被洪水沖走是純屬天災，是無法預警及預防；他勸吁民眾，在雨季時期遠離瀑布等。
馬漢順前往金寶了解情況后，對金寶一週來連接發生致命的不幸事件，深感難過。
據他了解，3男1女周日下午結伴前往峇都巴冷蓋瀑布遊玩，當中1男1女屬情侶關系。
他指出，根據生還者林欽葉（譯音，Lim Chin Yeap，19歲）向他講述，洪水發生時毫無預兆，林姓生還者抵達瀑布后，還有下水玩。
“他說當時的水位只到大腿，洪水從瀑布高處沖下來時，他被沖至瀑布旁，使他有機會獲救。”
馬漢順說，發生此事后，當局已設法聯絡失蹤者家屬。
生還同學悲痛欲絕
4名同學齊往瀑布戲水，三人遭洪水沖走，僅得一人生還的林欽葉（譯音）悲痛欲絕，情緒激動。
就讀拉曼大學會計系的林欽葉，在警局時一度抗拒媒體採訪。
據了解，林同學並沒受傷，只是事發后情緒激動，拒絕接受媒體訪問。
不聽勸告堅持嬉水
出事前，曾有人警告4人別到瀑布戲水，惟4人仍堅持前往，才喜極生悲。
據瞭解，由于事發前天色已暗，似要下雨，路過的熱心人士乍見4名年輕學生到該處戲水，便好言相勸，但不果，以致釀成悲劇，令在現場者也為之神傷。
同學致電報館問消息
獲悉同學出事后，其中一名被洪水沖走的死者游錦新（譯音）的同學親自致電報館詢問最新消息，對同窗安危深表關切。
與死者游錦新就讀同一科系的沈姓同學，在瀏覽《中國報》網站獲悉尋獲一具男屍的消息后，親自致電本報怡保辦事處，欲了解被尋獲一具男屍的身分。
他形容修讀建築管理系第二年的游錦新是一名開朗、讀書很聰明的男生，考試成績一向很好。
“他是很活躍的人，平日都喜歡跑步做運動。”
他指出，听到發生洪水沖走3人一事后大感震驚，並指出盡管被洪水沖走3人，但他仍對朋友的生機抱有希望，希望搜索隊能尋獲朋友。
金寶瀑布奪命黑區
金寶瀑布位處金寶東南端，位於金寶山麓，是本市唯一的山青水秀旅遊景點。
要到金寶瀑布遊玩，首先必須到峇都巴冷蓋、玫瑰園，然後步行一條長約1公里餘的狹窄山路。
如果駕駛摩哆上山會方便得多，許多登山客比較喜歡駕駛摩哆，省時也省力。
如果要乘坐汽車上山，得承受一定的風險；由于山路崎嶇狹窄，許多路段的邊緣就是徒峭的山壁，須要提高警覺。
如果有兩輛汽車一上一下，就不能並排而過，其中一輛非得禮讓，讓另一輛汽車先過不可。
來到山路盡頭，就是著名的金寶瀑布，每逢周末、星期天或公共假期，吸引許多年輕人到來遊玩。
雖然這是金寶一個極佳的遊山玩水景點，卻暗藏殺機。
往往山下天氣晴朗，山上卻是另一番氣象，山上會突然下起雨來。
視為不祥之地
更令人防不勝防的是，萬一山洪暴發，山水會從山上往下急沖，走避不及者就會被湍急的山水沖走。
從50年代迄今，這里曾發生過多宗遊人被突然爆發的山洪沖走及溺斃事件。
許多家長都視此瀑布為不吉祥之地。
嚴禁子女到這里遊山玩水，尤其是雨季時節，更叮囑子女不要到此地遊玩。

死者名單1.許元凱（男，20歲，來自檳城，選修會計系）
2.游斯雲（21歲，來自吉打雙溪大年，選修中文系）
3.尤錦星（20歲，來自檳城，選修建築管理系）
生還者
林欽葉（譯音，Lim Chin Yeap，19歲），來自雪州加影，選修會計系。

死神的詛咒？
3意外皆奪3命
死神襲金寶，慘案皆和3有關，十分邪門！
民風淳樸的金寶區，彷彿忽然間被死神“盯上”，一星期內竟 發生3宗嚴重意外。
最叫人毛骨悚然的是，這些意外皆與“3”有關，即吊橋坍塌事件造成3名學生溺斃、3輛交通工具連環相撞，導致3死3傷，如今又發生3名大學生遇溺事件，一連串的事件，都和3有關，十分詭異。
在首宗意外里，294名來自近打南區64所各源流學校的學生，參加從本月26日至29日，為期4天的“一個馬來西亞生活營”，不料在首天晚上，22名學生走過橫跨金寶河的吊橋時，因吊橋突坍塌墜河，其中19人獲救，3人溺斃。
另外，本月30日晚上約8時50分，金寶通前往安順路萬邦刁灣和平花園附近發生一宗車禍，2輛汽車與1輛客貨車連環相撞，導致3死3傷。